I just haven't met you yet.

I'm a COUCH POTATO today:) But in this lonesome,some things popped up on this fragile mind of mine.Well i can't say it clearly,nor can i try to explain. But one thing's for sure,i feel like giving up. I tried so very hard to not lose it,and came up with millions of excuses. I thought of every possibility,and hopefully i'll be okay. Cus maybe some things are gonna change me. Things never turn out right for me-all the time. i know. I talk in circles,but that's cus i'd rather keep things to myself.

Well,before i was lonely,Tiffany played some music for me on her keyboard,but i ended up ruining it by blasting some John Legend stuff. She got mad,not angry,but mad. Threw a pillow on my face,and i gave in.

I have no idea,but i feel moodless today. Everything i do doesn't make me feel better.But i guess that's what i call Life. but a truly sad Life. I'm human,i can't stop from doing or feeling things i'm not supposed to. And as far as i'm concerned,i'll live with it.

Let's get back to reality.Yesterday was FUYOH!! There's this fat woman,complaining about the price of her stuff. Wth,her receipt was the longest! So i called for Hilda,and she scanned everything from the start. I ran to help 'new girl'(still dunno her name),with her machine.This was what happened:


Me:Hey,okay tak?Come,i help you.

Her:Boleh boleh. hehe thanks ah.

Me:YEah sure. Tu customer macam sial ah,boleh mati.

Her:Kite tukar baju,pergi luar bantai dier. haha!

Me:ah? haha Besar tu. dier hempap aku,mampos.


LOL.So Hilda came back,and i went back to work.Can't wait for work on Monday:)
Plus,my cash count exceeded. haaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiii........
I'm out.

p.s JONATHAN AND TING HAO WERE THERE. LOL



i might have to wait
i'll never give up
i guess it's half time and,
the other half's luck

Wherever you are,
whenever it's right
you'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow


Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know
baby you and I.

Sometimes we fall down and can’t get back up
We’re hiding behind skin that’s too tough
How come we don’t say I love you enough
Till it’s to late, it’s not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won’t come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we’re all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would’ve done

gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock that’s tickin’
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There’ll no one on the line

Gotta live like we're dying.
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thanks for what you said,but i'm sorry.
i'm not confident. not now,but maybe one day.
hey,don't get sad. i said maybe one day.
See ya tmr, Tiff:))

Hey there. yeah,i swear only God knows where i've been and not updating my blog. Well,sorry. I just got back from LITTLE INDIA:) Yeah. And wanna know smt?It was one of my precious times yet. Fizah,Imah,Scyn,Parthi,Reezat,Aidil,Venus and of course,Anand. I had such a great time,guys. I'm afraid of missing you guys after graduation. Just keep in touch yeah? well,tonight's gonna be more fun. We'll be gathering at Aunty Aisha's house with all the aunties(duh),and a bunch of cousins. I miss cuzzie Diyanah,and she'll be there too;) haha. i know she misses me. well,after some stuff. HAHA. i'm off:)






i feel helpless. but i'm glad we're cool. and,tiffany,thanks for your muffin yesterday:)
It looks like you. :P