I'm pleasing myself and distressing with the sounds from
Maliq & D'essentials. yeah,i guess that jazzy crap is taking over
myself yet again. So right now i'm just sketching on this
tablet.If not, i'll be chatting with Michael Chee.(right beside me)
and he'll say things like 'fuck sia'. haha yeah,that's my classmate.

and also,i miss Scynthia. I don't really get to see her that often
these days. For Scynthia,i hope by trying my best to always help
you,you'll have more strength to go through this difficult time of
your life. As you know,i'm experiencing similar problems like you.
You know,if i didn't have you as my best friend,i think i'll be on my
knees and begging for my problems to go away. yeah,look at
the strength you gave me. Now i'm strong,well,i guess i am.
I'm dealing with things that only you know. i feel guilty to be what i am
right now. I feel like a loser. but thanks for your care and concern.
thanks for everything. You're my best friend and you can never be replaced.

And for you,yeah you. i'm sorry. i really am. What else can i do make
you feel better? we can't change our past,and i bet,not even our present.
I'm sorry. I don't want you to think of me as that nice person who
was always there for you and would do anything to cheer you up.
I was pressurised when i had to hurt you like that. I know now you think
i'm childish,but what else can i do? tell me. please. I know you weren't playing
me. I knew. i'm not sick and tired of you. you're not at fault. we're both not
at fault. it's just how life's like. Now,if you're reading this, don't change
your mind about hating me. i'm sorry i couldn't find a better way to
settle thing. i'm really,really sorry. Goodbye for now. take care


i've got sunshine,& that's you. ;)
i've been on cloud nine. thank you.