Hey guys!Sorry i didn't update my blog.
I've been too involved with my own life that i decided
to forget about it for the time being.
and thanks for helping me post,girls.
But i have one thing to say,
STOP POSTING IN PINK OR PURPLE! BOTH!PLEASEEE!!
haha okay,i'll talk summore when i'm free alright?
now i wanna go out and meet you two.
plus,i'm sorry about your granddad Kak diyanah. Cheer up kay?
everyone will grow old and leave us. just look on the bright side.
take care my lovely cousin.
Friday, June 26, 2009;7:34 PM
;12:20 PM
It's been a 'busy' week for Mimi & Me. All cus of our superb outings at night.I'm so happy with my life. I love my friends,my sayang,simply everyone.& i don't school to start again. BECAUSE i will miss my sweetheart. Sighhhhhh. But it's fine,we will still see each other. This June has been lovely with all of you. I love you all! Sweetheart,iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou!! hehehe.
I'm with Mimi's. Eating chocolates while blogging here. HAH!
This is for my love.
Aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu.
Ku tak ingin kau pergi,selamanya. i love you,always.
;12:10 PM
HEY DUMBDUMB!! YOU DON'T WANNA POST RIGHT?? AMBIK KAU!
OUR PICS ON YOUR BLOG!! HAHAHAHA. WE LOVE YA!
Sil,recognise the shirt Sarah's wearing??Where's yours?
Bespectacled freak and the lovely princess.
OUR PICS ON YOUR BLOG!! HAHAHAHA. WE LOVE YA!
Sil,recognise the shirt Sarah's wearing??Where's yours? Bespectacled freak and the lovely princess.Friday, June 19, 2009;11:55 PM
Sil,sorry i tukar your song. Since you love jazz,i thought of this
song. tel me if you don't like it. ;)
;11:37 PM
I miss my babyboy. But nasib sis is always cheering me up.Love you kakak. I love ma life these days. with the daily bondingwith Sarah,Mimi,Alif and my lovely cuz Sil.Now i've got two blogs to attend to.mine,and Sil's[i'll call this my 2nd blog]hehe. But it's okay.Thanks cuzzie,jage diri taw!plus i'm tired after laughin cos of Sil just now.That lazybumshould be asleep by now.i jus got homefrom meeting the fellas.nights.
;6:07 PM
Hope last night was great for you.
I hate my past,and i hate not being able to forget it.But at least my
life is perfect now. With everyone i really love.
Thinking of a time
When you’d no longer be there
For me to gaze upon in delight
And all our feelings share
Is not acceptable to me
Because in my life
Is where I want you to be
Always and forever.
To share your tender heart
The warmness of your smile
The courage of your wisdom
For these I’d walk for miles
Always and forever.
mannnn,i'm lovin this:):):) i'm going out now. woohoo!!
;6:01 PM
BOO! This is Mimi.Sil,thanx fer the password.
& de trust of cos.and,i want you to TAKE CARE. Someone nangis tau.
Don't be stubborn.I think ya should take a break.chill.i know how you
feel right now.But for ______,at least don't show your sadness,okee?
how was last nite huh?haha anywaes tc!
Diy says she sayang her cousin alot.Ya see?even your cousin's worried.
So be good. listen to that person you're with. hehe
ya, i'll keep talkin shit til you listen to us. Else we dont
wanna go out at night wid you anymore kay? buhbyess bestfrenku,
take care of my bestie! muuaah;x see ya tonite!
& de trust of cos.and,i want you to TAKE CARE. Someone nangis tau.
Don't be stubborn.I think ya should take a break.chill.i know how you
feel right now.But for ______,at least don't show your sadness,okee?
how was last nite huh?haha anywaes tc!
Diy says she sayang her cousin alot.Ya see?even your cousin's worried.
So be good. listen to that person you're with. hehe
ya, i'll keep talkin shit til you listen to us. Else we dont
wanna go out at night wid you anymore kay? buhbyess bestfrenku,
take care of my bestie! muuaah;x see ya tonite!
;4:27 PM
Okay,so i'm home today. & of course,i'm not alone. hmm. o.o
So,with this person beside me,why don't i start talking about what's been happening
since Wednesday.
WEDNESDAY
Wednesday was ASTHMA DAY for me. -,- So here's what happened
the night before:
I was on the phone with Scyn,and then Vicky.Then i only remembered
walking to my bed,when.....peeeeeeeeeeeeep. i fainted.
hahahaha. it was damn LOL cus cousin Shikin,[ehem,nurse-in training. step je;)]
and bro did something(i didn't know what),or probably 'woke me up' in
the morning. I forced him to not tell mum. or anyone luh. So i kena scolding
before going for doctor's appoinment.
Bro:I won't tell,but later i'll let the doc know later. You see lah,everyday
keluar,then now faint. You wanna die ah?
Me:Of course not lah. Alah nvm,abit only what. I haven't die yet.
Asal marah?
Bro:Tak marah,but you look so sick already you know.If just now
you still stay unconscious how? You want us to worry is it?
Me:Sorry lah. I'll take care of myself lah. & abang,asal cakap English?
lol!
Bro:diam lah kau.
I won't forget getting lectured by Dr ____. haha. bloody irritating and long.
I went out after that,met up with Priya. Then went out again at night.
See,i'm stubborn. so? I already feel like dying.
THURSDAY
Went out with Scyn,Vicky & Luke-the-uninvited.
Only God knows what we were doing from morning till evening.
I watched Drag Me To Hell at night with cuz and the gang.
Reached home at 10:30PM.
Guess what,i think i felt something behind me while walking home.
Lucky i didn't see anything. Phew.
TODAY
I'm home for the whole day,but i'll be out at night.
Hope i'll not need any stupid inhaler later. Scyn told me to take
care. Shit. I don't like making my bestfriend worried. Sorry Scyn.
I'll be fine,okay? Don't worry. it's only asthma. it'll go away. i hope.
I gave my password to some people. So there'll be stuff that'll not
be posted by me. i'll bet Mimi's gonna write nonsense. ahaha.
but it's okay. Mimi,Sarah and Cuz Diy forced me to give my password.
So,with this person beside me,why don't i start talking about what's been happening
since Wednesday.
WEDNESDAY
Wednesday was ASTHMA DAY for me. -,- So here's what happened
the night before:
I was on the phone with Scyn,and then Vicky.Then i only remembered
walking to my bed,when.....peeeeeeeeeeeeep. i fainted.
hahahaha. it was damn LOL cus cousin Shikin,[ehem,nurse-in training. step je;)]
and bro did something(i didn't know what),or probably 'woke me up' in
the morning. I forced him to not tell mum. or anyone luh. So i kena scolding
before going for doctor's appoinment.
Bro:I won't tell,but later i'll let the doc know later. You see lah,everyday
keluar,then now faint. You wanna die ah?
Me:Of course not lah. Alah nvm,abit only what. I haven't die yet.
Asal marah?
Bro:Tak marah,but you look so sick already you know.If just now
you still stay unconscious how? You want us to worry is it?
Me:Sorry lah. I'll take care of myself lah. & abang,asal cakap English?
lol!
Bro:diam lah kau.
I won't forget getting lectured by Dr ____. haha. bloody irritating and long.
I went out after that,met up with Priya. Then went out again at night.
See,i'm stubborn. so? I already feel like dying.
THURSDAY
Went out with Scyn,Vicky & Luke-the-uninvited.
Only God knows what we were doing from morning till evening.
I watched Drag Me To Hell at night with cuz and the gang.
Reached home at 10:30PM.
Guess what,i think i felt something behind me while walking home.
Lucky i didn't see anything. Phew.
TODAY
I'm home for the whole day,but i'll be out at night.
Hope i'll not need any stupid inhaler later. Scyn told me to take
care. Shit. I don't like making my bestfriend worried. Sorry Scyn.
I'll be fine,okay? Don't worry. it's only asthma. it'll go away. i hope.
I gave my password to some people. So there'll be stuff that'll not
be posted by me. i'll bet Mimi's gonna write nonsense. ahaha.
but it's okay. Mimi,Sarah and Cuz Diy forced me to give my password.
I trust these lovely sweethearts of mine,so yeah. get ready for strange posts. haha
;4:23 PM
Check this out. hahahah
;9:18 AM
Sil's not here:) So i'm gonna conquer this blog. hahahaha!
Love doesn't make the world go round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
If you could see that i'm the one who understands you,
been here all along,why can't you see,
you belong with me?
love,Sarah
Monday, June 15, 2009;3:54 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009;8:28 PM
I FORGOT! hahaha
;8:26 PM
Hey people. Btw,just ignore the previous post okay? My mad
friend's just enjoying herself. Well,i've not been spending time with
my Deyi friends-except for Scyn. the 'outsiders'
are Vicky. and Luke. and Mimi. and my cousin(s). and?____XD ehem
I love all my friends. From Deyi or not,i love them all.
Why don't I name a few:
-Scyn
-Vicky my adek
-Mimi
-Nurul
-Nur
-Imah
-Soccer peeps
:
:
:
.
many,many
more.
I'm missing the jokes during recess. hahah. nights
baby,
I'd go hungry,
I'd go black and blue.
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
There ain't nothing that i wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.
[what are cheesy song lyrics for anyways?heh]
I wasn't brought up to be harsh to anyone. That's why i apologised.
But don't worry,cus i'm not changing my mind about you.
I just don't like being harsh. It's not part of who i am.
I wouldn't ruin my reputation cus of some stupid problem.
It was just apologising,not giving in.
friend's just enjoying herself. Well,i've not been spending time with
my Deyi friends-except for Scyn. the 'outsiders'
are Vicky. and Luke. and Mimi. and my cousin(s). and?____XD ehem
I love all my friends. From Deyi or not,i love them all.
Why don't I name a few:
-Scyn
-Vicky my adek
-Mimi
-Nurul
-Nur
-Imah
-Soccer peeps
:
:
:
.
many,many
more.
I'm missing the jokes during recess. hahah. nights
baby,
I'd go hungry,
I'd go black and blue.
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
There ain't nothing that i wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.
[what are cheesy song lyrics for anyways?heh]
I wasn't brought up to be harsh to anyone. That's why i apologised.
But don't worry,cus i'm not changing my mind about you.
I just don't like being harsh. It's not part of who i am.
I wouldn't ruin my reputation cus of some stupid problem.
It was just apologising,not giving in.
;7:00 PM
Masterpiece by M&S (Mimi & Sarah) this drawing's dated:13/6, but posted today
at Sarah's house(computer la).
Sil: Kepale hotak kau lah Mimi!
(um,um peeps,introducing to you a serious psycho:Mimi.
actually her real name's Hasana.)
hello!!we draw nice right??I'm Sil's sidekick:Mimi.
you dono me;)
back to e drawwinngg.we're just fooling around!xoxo
Sarah punye keje jugak taw. at least we draw better than Sil.
(muahahahaha!!!sori for being gilerr.)
actually we helping Sil to post oni. Dier malas. hehees:X so we fill in the blanks lah.
Right Sar?
Sarah: How is it like in Deyi??cam cool gitu.
Me:Terkluar ring punye question!
Sil:eh! she ask then just anwer lah! gile ah kau!
You see?too much soccer,become garang.
i kno you guys will say "LOL" when you see this.whateverrr;);) Peace out y'all.
PS i oni kno Scynthia from Deyi cos she's Sil's bestfren. but she dono me.heee:)
at Sarah's house(computer la).
Sil: Kepale hotak kau lah Mimi!(um,um peeps,introducing to you a serious psycho:Mimi.
actually her real name's Hasana.)
hello!!we draw nice right??I'm Sil's sidekick:Mimi.
you dono me;)
back to e drawwinngg.we're just fooling around!xoxo
Sarah punye keje jugak taw. at least we draw better than Sil.
(muahahahaha!!!sori for being gilerr.)
actually we helping Sil to post oni. Dier malas. hehees:X so we fill in the blanks lah.
Right Sar?
Sarah: How is it like in Deyi??cam cool gitu.
Me:Terkluar ring punye question!
Sil:eh! she ask then just anwer lah! gile ah kau!
You see?too much soccer,become garang.
i kno you guys will say "LOL" when you see this.whateverrr;);) Peace out y'all.
PS i oni kno Scynthia from Deyi cos she's Sil's bestfren. but she dono me.heee:)
Saturday, June 13, 2009;4:16 PM
When the rain is blowin in your face
& the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love
When the evening shadows & the stars appears
There is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love
;3:56 PM
Left:Sarah Right:Mimi gile
Time:5:30PM
Date:12 June
Place: eh!got lah!
Yesterday was funnnnnnn. But tiring:( hahaha
After Scyn & I went our 'seperate ways'(aiseh), i went to ____.
For what?slack of course! hahah. so these two bestfriends
made me their 'photographer of the day' cus i didn't wanna
take photos.
Mimi:"Sil! sini lah,take photos!"
My excuse was:"Kau tak nampak aku dah ngantok?I'm dead-beat man.
you two go ahead lah."
Sarah:Nevermind,you be our photographer kay? I know you're tired.
Me:Anything for the both of you(smiled). If you're in my school,i
think i will tampal your photos in the toilet. hahaha
Sarah:Don't even think of it! bluuekk.
Me:alah okayyy. sorry luh. go and pose. i take photo for you.
i bet you guys don't even know them.
Time:5:30PMDate:12 June
Place: eh!got lah!
Yesterday was funnnnnnn. But tiring:( hahaha
After Scyn & I went our 'seperate ways'(aiseh), i went to ____.
For what?slack of course! hahah. so these two bestfriends
made me their 'photographer of the day' cus i didn't wanna
take photos.
Mimi:"Sil! sini lah,take photos!"
My excuse was:"Kau tak nampak aku dah ngantok?I'm dead-beat man.
you two go ahead lah."
Sarah:Nevermind,you be our photographer kay? I know you're tired.
Me:Anything for the both of you(smiled). If you're in my school,i
think i will tampal your photos in the toilet. hahaha
Sarah:Don't even think of it! bluuekk.
Me:alah okayyy. sorry luh. go and pose. i take photo for you.
i bet you guys don't even know them.
Friday, June 12, 2009;12:17 PM
There was an incident two days ago,and i totally forgot
about it. So this is it:
We were playing a match using only half the field.
i was dribbling pass Abang Halif when...
Coach:Silsilah! Pass!!
Me:Okay!!
Hafizah:Silsilah,fuck??
She fell on her knees while running and laughed like mad.
Me:Nolah! Coach said "pass",not fuck!!
Then everyone laughed.LOL. that's the fun
thing about being in a team.
When i'm awfully low,
when the world is cold.
I will feel a glow just thinking of you,
& the way you look tonight.
hahahahahaha
Thursday, June 11, 2009;11:17 AM
Cousin DIYANAH is on the very left. Old bird,aku rindu kau lah kakak. hahahahope you're enjoying ITE. confirm best. next time we go illegal gathering again kay?
take care. i was listenin to the radio and was reminded of you.
remember when you screamed at me for covering my face when there
was a pontianak laughing on the radio? haha well,we'll do it again:)
jangan lupe me tau. mak nenek
;10:17 AM
I'm pleasing myself and distressing with the sounds from
Maliq & D'essentials. yeah,i guess that jazzy crap is taking over
myself yet again. So right now i'm just sketching on this
tablet.If not, i'll be chatting with Michael Chee.(right beside me)
and he'll say things like 'fuck sia'. haha yeah,that's my classmate.
and also,i miss Scynthia. I don't really get to see her that often
these days. For Scynthia,i hope by trying my best to always help
you,you'll have more strength to go through this difficult time of
your life. As you know,i'm experiencing similar problems like you.
You know,if i didn't have you as my best friend,i think i'll be on my
knees and begging for my problems to go away. yeah,look at
the strength you gave me. Now i'm strong,well,i guess i am.
I'm dealing with things that only you know. i feel guilty to be what i am
right now. I feel like a loser. but thanks for your care and concern.
thanks for everything. You're my best friend and you can never be replaced.
And for you,yeah you. i'm sorry. i really am. What else can i do make
you feel better? we can't change our past,and i bet,not even our present.
I'm sorry. I don't want you to think of me as that nice person who
was always there for you and would do anything to cheer you up.
I was pressurised when i had to hurt you like that. I know now you think
i'm childish,but what else can i do? tell me. please. I know you weren't playing
me. I knew. i'm not sick and tired of you. you're not at fault. we're both not
at fault. it's just how life's like. Now,if you're reading this, don't change
your mind about hating me. i'm sorry i couldn't find a better way to
settle thing. i'm really,really sorry. Goodbye for now. take care
i've got sunshine,& that's you. ;)
i've been on cloud nine. thank you.
Maliq & D'essentials. yeah,i guess that jazzy crap is taking over
myself yet again. So right now i'm just sketching on this
tablet.If not, i'll be chatting with Michael Chee.(right beside me)
and he'll say things like 'fuck sia'. haha yeah,that's my classmate.
and also,i miss Scynthia. I don't really get to see her that often
these days. For Scynthia,i hope by trying my best to always help
you,you'll have more strength to go through this difficult time of
your life. As you know,i'm experiencing similar problems like you.
You know,if i didn't have you as my best friend,i think i'll be on my
knees and begging for my problems to go away. yeah,look at
the strength you gave me. Now i'm strong,well,i guess i am.
I'm dealing with things that only you know. i feel guilty to be what i am
right now. I feel like a loser. but thanks for your care and concern.
thanks for everything. You're my best friend and you can never be replaced.
And for you,yeah you. i'm sorry. i really am. What else can i do make
you feel better? we can't change our past,and i bet,not even our present.
I'm sorry. I don't want you to think of me as that nice person who
was always there for you and would do anything to cheer you up.
I was pressurised when i had to hurt you like that. I know now you think
i'm childish,but what else can i do? tell me. please. I know you weren't playing
me. I knew. i'm not sick and tired of you. you're not at fault. we're both not
at fault. it's just how life's like. Now,if you're reading this, don't change
your mind about hating me. i'm sorry i couldn't find a better way to
settle thing. i'm really,really sorry. Goodbye for now. take care
i've got sunshine,& that's you. ;)
i've been on cloud nine. thank you.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009;5:10 PM
i hate my behaviour these days. what?
am i changing or what? i feel strange,incomplete,frustrated,
restless,sad,agitated,and all the Sucker-oo stuff you can
think of. I don't want to regret doing or saying
things i'm supposed to say. but that's how i'm feeling. damn.
PS i need a hug. now;)
am i changing or what? i feel strange,incomplete,frustrated,
restless,sad,agitated,and all the Sucker-oo stuff you can
think of. I don't want to regret doing or saying
things i'm supposed to say. but that's how i'm feeling. damn.
PS i need a hug. now;)
Tuesday, June 9, 2009;9:45 AM
I'll die if i ever see your face again. I swear. i'm sick and tired of
you already. It's all over now,and you should be happy. cus you know
what? i'm gonna go go to hell if i have to deal with you. i was
stupid,but now i'm not. I'm loving everything i have now.
I love my life. i don't have to suffer already because i don't want to.
Yeah,this is the new me. If you hate who i am now,good for you.
Sometimes i have this urge to hurt you till you cry, but i'll
save that for later. I'm not that bad,am i? I can't keep this
smirk off my face,although i won't hurt you. i'll be happy
if you feel what i felt.
I'm not gonna do anymore apologising. That can fuck off already.
Have a great life,and don't remember me-cus I DON'T want
to remember you either.
i'm so happy,i wanna stab myself and still smile :D:D
you already. It's all over now,and you should be happy. cus you know
what? i'm gonna go go to hell if i have to deal with you. i was
stupid,but now i'm not. I'm loving everything i have now.
I love my life. i don't have to suffer already because i don't want to.
Yeah,this is the new me. If you hate who i am now,good for you.
Sometimes i have this urge to hurt you till you cry, but i'll
save that for later. I'm not that bad,am i? I can't keep this
smirk off my face,although i won't hurt you. i'll be happy
if you feel what i felt.
I'm not gonna do anymore apologising. That can fuck off already.
Have a great life,and don't remember me-cus I DON'T want
to remember you either.
i'm so happy,i wanna stab myself and still smile :D:D
Friday, June 5, 2009;4:23 PM
;12:27 PM
Star-karat. ahaha. suddenly this vid came to mind.
;11:57 AM
For Nurul: Hey! i read your blog already. lucky you your parents never melambung
and scold you ah?hahahaXD
just wanna say thanks for the cute editing of the pics in your blog.
(next time we take many many more pics okay??)
take care my best friend.
& good luck for everything,especially RAHMATULLAH.
hahaha cheers,love you!
Thursday, June 4, 2009;7:49 PM
What a bloody tiring day today.Let me list some stuff down.
1)had a great morning.
2)had physics remedial with the friendly Mr Neo.
3)had a phone call from admiralty-with bad news.
4)had to get down at admiralty,then took taxi to TTSH.
5)spent almost the whole day worrying.
6)Finally felt better after things got settled.
7)went home,stoned,now blogging.
hopefully better things will happen tomorrow.but anyways...
alamak,ni Nurul eh! hahah
i miss the sound of your voice,
& i miss the rush of your skin,
& i miss the still of your silence,
as you breathe out,& i breathe in.
drown me in love.
1)had a great morning.
2)had physics remedial with the friendly Mr Neo.
3)had a phone call from admiralty-with bad news.
4)had to get down at admiralty,then took taxi to TTSH.
5)spent almost the whole day worrying.
6)Finally felt better after things got settled.
7)went home,stoned,now blogging.
hopefully better things will happen tomorrow.but anyways...
alamak,ni Nurul eh! hahahi miss the sound of your voice,
& i miss the rush of your skin,
& i miss the still of your silence,
as you breathe out,& i breathe in.
drown me in love.
;3:09 PM
