I'm sorry i had to hurt you like that,
i realised i have to..so that you'll stop thinking
that i care about you and hate me.

i know you hate me now for my ego,
but that ego was what i created to make you hate me.
And no,i'm not a changed person.
i'm still the old Sil.
I'm sorry,i didn't want you to think
that i'm still hurt.i want you to move on,
with or without me.

i guess i was a coward to act that way
cus i hate to say goodbye.
but i didn't know what to do.

whether you read this or not,it's for you.
i bet you know who you are.
i'm sorry,and please take care.
maybe we'll be friends again one day.