I don't know what is wrong with myself. I can't think right,
I can't concentrate with anything that's going on in my life.
Sometimes i wonder if i could start my life all over again.
From a scratch,just like that.
I don't think i deserve this unfairness in life because i know
I've made things better,for anyone or anything.
Now i wish,how i wish,I don't know you.At all.
If this was what i deserved,then
why didn't you correct me whenever i go wrong?
Instead,i was like this dumb, fucked-up person hoping &
expecting so much,to have you & make you feel that
you have the right to know everything about my feelings,
but all you do was simply break my heart.
Who's the one that could fix it if it's not you?
I'm stuck on you.All i wanna do is ask.
I know it's about realising what was wrong.
That was what you were trying to explain.
But only,just only,if you understood me well enough.
Well,maybe it's easier to dump than to fall in love right?
If i had the strength then i would definitely not be in love,
but i didn't,not then,& not now.
I don't blame you. I don't have the guts to.
Sometimes i don't know why i'm such a fucking fool.
I'm just so weak and useless,an idiot. even you can fool me.
I just need someone to put the pieces back together.
Even my friend wanna see the old me. i'm not myself anymore.
& what the hell,i still do love you.
