MIMIMIMIMIMI.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009;3:37 PM

I miss you my sweet love.
Lols i don't know why even though we meet everyday.XD
Looking forward to tonight. S****:)

Monday, March 30, 2009;6:26 PM

Take a deep breath,okay let go....phew...:)

Sunday, March 29, 2009;8:35 PM

Although i might be laughing loud & hearty

Deep inside i'm blue

So take a good look at my face

You'll see my smile looks out of trace

If you look closer,it's easy to trace

The tracks of my tears..

Outside,i'm masquerading.

Inside,my hope is fading.

I still miss you.

;8:07 PM

It's Sunday.~okay that was odd.Well,i'm sort of getting the flu back,

but to hell with it anyway.I'm under good hands of dearest.

(i'd rather watch you sleep then watch tv.lols-,-)

well,today went well, i did watch tv after all,and of course, watched you;)

I'm currently enjoying what i have right now.Not to mention

daily meetings with you. Honestly,i never thought,i'd ever get the

chance to feel happy again-after that incident-but now i am.

And i hope it lasts,cus you told me that it will.Thanks hon.

Love you.

Friday, March 27, 2009;8:51 AM

Needed the shelter of someone's arms
And there you were
Needed someone to understand my ups and downs
And there you were
With sweet love and devotion
Deeply touchin my emotions

I wanna stop,and thank you baby
I just wanna stop,and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you

Thursday, March 26, 2009;7:16 PM

Baby,thank you so much for always staying with me.
I know sometimes i seem to think about other things,
or maybe other people,a person.I can't forget that person. not yet.
you do understand me,do you? thanks again.
i love you alright?don't think that i don't.
You're the sweetest of all. even that person wasn't like how you are.
i still don't know why i can't forget.
Love,remember when you took care of me,
that meant so much dear.
you were cute when you forced me to drink that stupid medicine.
then you said i was very naughty,and didnt wanna talk to me.
that part really reminded me of that person.
but i promise i'll love you with all my heart.
I know that's how it will be. maybe not now,but i will.i promise.
Can't wait to meet you later tonight sweet.we'll have the time of our lives looking at stars.
haha,of all the places,why there?lols
but i love you.you're so hot when you give me your S_r_h[your name] wink;)

;7:16 PM

Sarah likes this photo so much,i dunno why. hahas she'll become sooo shy whenever i ask her. lmao,okay
good,now i'll be killed. aargh.(Parthiban's at the back.HAHA!)

I love you sweetheart.hehs

This is what happens when my friends get excited infront of the lens. sigh.

This was during the March holidays at library.with tiny but cute little Nurul.

;3:43 PM

Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye
remember me
once in a while, please
promise me you'll try

When you find,that once again you long
to take your heart back,and be free
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me

We never said
our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea...
but if you can still remember,
stop and think of me
Think of all the things
we've shared and seen,
don't think about the things
which might have been

Think of me
think of me waking, silent
and resigned...
imagine me, trying too hard to
put you from my mind...
Recall those days,
look back on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do...
there will never be a day when
I won't think of you

We never said
our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea..
but please promise me,that sometimes
you will think of me.

;3:14 PM

These are a my crazy pictures with the team's sexiest people.

I think i'm very happy i have them as juniors. You guys really cheer me up alot.

Thanks Dayana & Nadra. If i leave the school one day,i won't forget that i have

juniors/godsisters like you two. Love ya;)

'Sexy' Dayana wanted to take a picture with me soooo badly,then Nad went

'ahh!No!' lols.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009;7:44 PM

ALAMAK!!

;5:56 PM

You're a falling star
You're the get away car
You're the line in the sand
When i go too far
You're a swimming pool
on an August day
& you're the perfect thing to say

And you play your coy
But it's kinda cute
Uh when you smile at me
you know exactly you'd do
Baby don't pretend
That you don't know it's true
Cos you can see it when i look at you

Monday, March 23, 2009;8:57 PM

I never used to be able to cry

but now i cry all the time.

I keep thinking that I'll run out of tears,

but I don't.

I used to think it wasn't strong to cry,

but now i know that isn't so.

I have a hollow feeling inside me,

& it seems I could crumble like an old tissue paper.

& get blown away.

At other times,there is a stone column inside my chest.

Sunday, March 22, 2009;1:40 PM

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time
But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Satisfied

;1:34 PM

I'm stuck onto this book.

;1:16 PM

Sorry for this late entry.hahas i'm really proud of my juniors!! They'r CHAMPIONS for Police Girls' Soccer Tournament!! yea! Lols. haha here are some snapshots.

Look at Ain! (female Kaka) lols.

I actually became so sweaty after doing some lonnnng passes with Ija & Aisyah,

till they treated it as rugby and jump on top of me.Plus, i was helping the girls

with their positioning and now i have terrible sore throat. :( but nvm. hehe

I love my juniors.Great job guys.(i mean girls:p)

back row:Coach James,-haha act cute!
Dayana,Anusha,Natasha.
front row:Aidah,-Goalie:),Niva,Ain
& of course,Nadra.

the extras on the right are Sujita(a.k.a Suji. lols),Annie & Shifaiya

He looks like a duck. haha quack quack quack!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009;5:37 PM

I don't know what is wrong with myself. I can't think right,

I can't concentrate with anything that's going on in my life.

Sometimes i wonder if i could start my life all over again.

From a scratch,just like that.

I don't think i deserve this unfairness in life because i know

I've made things better,for anyone or anything.

Now i wish,how i wish,I don't know you.At all.

If this was what i deserved,then

why didn't you correct me whenever i go wrong?

Instead,i was like this dumb, fucked-up person hoping &

expecting so much,to have you & make you feel that

you have the right to know everything about my feelings,

but all you do was simply break my heart.

Who's the one that could fix it if it's not you?

I'm stuck on you.All i wanna do is ask.

I know it's about realising what was wrong.

That was what you were trying to explain.

But only,just only,if you understood me well enough.

Well,maybe it's easier to dump than to fall in love right?

If i had the strength then i would definitely not be in love,

but i didn't,not then,& not now.

I don't blame you. I don't have the guts to.

Sometimes i don't know why i'm such a fucking fool.

I'm just so weak and useless,an idiot. even you can fool me.

I just need someone to put the pieces back together.

Even my friend wanna see the old me. i'm not myself anymore.

& what the hell,i still do love you.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009;8:46 PM

I don't like staying away fro

m you.

Monday, March 16, 2009;2:02 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009;3:18 PM